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kiramicouva:

I can’t stop crying I finally heard from my brother and this is so unreal. Crazy to think that the 3rd deployment is hurting me a lot more than the first one ever did.

Be strong. I hope he comes back safe and sound and tell em’ I said thank you.

Thank you so much

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I feel horrible for telling him I’m sad and afraid..

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I can’t stop crying I finally heard from my brother and this is so unreal. Crazy to think that the 3rd deployment is hurting me a lot more than the first one ever did.

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I hate having an ED. Dom was the only thing that could take my mind off of it. I felt so secure in his presence and now it’s all gone and this shitty feeling is back and why can’t I be normal

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I hate everything about my life right now. I ate way too much this weekend which completely threw me off..so now I’m all jittery and stupid always freaking out about gaining a pound. I miss Dom even though he’s such a prick, I mean I love him..what else am I supposed to do? But I also have some form of hatred (probably too strong of a word) towards him…like really? I have a guilty conscience because I felt bad that I made you feel bad?? Sorry for being considerate of your feelings….didn’t know that apologizing automatically meant I’m talking to someone else. Ugh. And my brother’s deployment is driving me crazy with all these nightmares I’m having. The random crying, the dosing off, everything..it’s just too much for me. I hate myself so much for letting myself get this bad.

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pherie:

have you ever just looked at someone and gotten the strongest urge to kiss them and feel how soft their lips are and how their tongue feels against yours and have you ever wanted to kiss them softly and hold their face in your hands and feel the texture of their lips like wow kissing

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I miss Domenic but I shouldn’t

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